Sometimes you reach a point in your life where you simply have to step back and take a good, hard, long look at your life and what you are doing with it. I think my time to do that has come.

I had a dream of what my dream job would be but that dream had to be set free because I don't have what it takes. I tried but failed but at least I have no regrets of never even trying.

I loved my job once upon a time. It gave me structure and steadiness I needed at the right time. This job allowed me and little sis to get a mortgage so we could buy our dream house. But now it has become this anchor weighing me down. I don't like it anymore, my bosses are making our lives difficult and the growth perspectives within this branch are currently non existent.

I leaves me floundering and I am not good with those feelings. So I have started to think about what I like and what I think I could reasonably do. I like languages, so I am looking at maybe becoming an official translator. But who knows.

All I know is that I need to think about what I want. I have no interest in forever being stuck in a job I don't like anymore just because I need the money....

I hate growing up. Can't I just be like Peter Pan? I do mean the cute one, not the Once Upon a Time one.....
Just saw Guardians of the Galaxy Vol.2 yesterday.

Awesomest thing of all awesome. Loved it. Lot of action, laughter, some tears and sooooo much love for the most adorable things namely Baby Groot.

The whole theater went like awwwwwwww whenever he was on screen. Just so cute.

But loved the movie. Would recommend it to everyone who will listen.

Joyce out
Due to some paint work being done in the house, we temporarely moved in with our parents, who live next door. My sister and I have barely spend a day there before realizing we are way to old for their shit. But hey, what can you do about it. For now we are just glad to be away from the smell....
So here I am.

This is me hello

I try to be a bit more effective in keeping up this blog than I have been about keeping up LJ.

I am sitting here in my living room typing this while feeling a little melancholy reading all these comments about all my communities moving here. I remember how proud I was over my first LJ posts. But things change and maybe I can find a measure of peace starting a new blog.

So hello this is me.



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