joygoddess

Sometimes you reach a point in your life where you simply have to step back and take a good, hard, long look at your life and what you are doing with it. I think my time to do that has come.

I had a dream of what my dream job would be but that dream had to be set free because I don't have what it takes. I tried but failed but at least I have no regrets of never even trying.

I loved my job once upon a time. It gave me structure and steadiness I needed at the right time. This job allowed me and little sis to get a mortgage so we could buy our dream house. But now it has become this anchor weighing me down. I don't like it anymore, my bosses are making our lives difficult and the growth perspectives within this branch are currently non existent.

I leaves me floundering and I am not good with those feelings. So I have started to think about what I like and what I think I could reasonably do. I like languages, so I am looking at maybe becoming an official translator. But who knows.

All I know is that I need to think about what I want. I have no interest in forever being stuck in a job I don't like anymore just because I need the money....

I hate growing up. Can't I just be like Peter Pan? I do mean the cute one, not the Once Upon a Time one.....

Due to some paint work being done in the house, we temporarely moved in with our parents, who live next door. My sister and I have barely spend a day there before realizing we are way to old for their shit. But hey, what can you do about it. For now we are just glad to be away from the smell....